So when i reached the booth, i was really shocked to see the crowd. Furthermore, most of the colleagues over there, had been working for more than 3-4 days. So, moost of them knew how to cope with the crowd, and to be able to take more names and particular given the same number of working hours. I was a little slow this morning and caught up alit in the afternoon. Actually took some time to regulate the pause and the no of people whom i attended to. Too many people in the queue and too many colleagues at work, that make things a lit messy. Individuality also at stake, hence we are suppose to achieve the quota by ourselves and also to manage the datas at the end of the day.
The early afternoon period was really messy. The materials and stock were limited, yet the no of people queuing gets larger and larger. i had to use a rough paper to write the particulars for the people whom i attended to, to make sure the the gifts or prizes tallies at the end of the day. So, in the end i had to spent almost 2 hours to complete the tabulation and to transfer these data to the proper document sheets. Guess what dear? i very smart.. i went to burger king to transfer them, so i wont have to stand to do the transfer at the booth. Actually, i did lose out by doing so, cos i will not be able to "capture" the late evening crowd. I started the tabulation at 8pm ( official closing time is at 9pm de). anyway, i told myself that it was better for me to have my data tabulated properly rather that capture more datas till 9pm and then to start doing the tabulation after 9pm. In fact, when i finished the tabul, i went back to the booth to submit the completed one, the rest of the colleagues were still there, doing the sorting etc. Think they could only finished it after midnight ba.
By the way, i had my phone placed in my bag this morning when i started working, so that i wun cause any damage to the new repaired phone again. Told myself to constantly check the hp for any rings or sms. dear, really very sorry.. only managed to collect the bag( for safe keeping) after the working hour. That was the time which i saw your sms sent at 2pm. And the first thing i completed my tabulation and admin stuff, it was to give you a call, to hear your voice and to make my slef more relax de, but i think it was really late thou. almost 11plus le. Hope you would understand ya. Paiseh ^^
Well, recently we been through some diffcult things in our r/s. But hor.. i still feel that the faith for me in you still there... The love still there, and i still think that thing will be working out. At least right now, we have managed to throw out all these issues to ponder. Might be a lit difficult to solve all at once. But i guess we are trying to solve them one at a time. Besides, it could be also my D's issue that trigger all these thoughts too. I do agree with you that i'm too a serious and also sensitive person. Similarly you may have also think that u might be alit self-centered at times. But i think its the ways how we would want to compromise the achieve the final result ya. About the personality issue, i guess we are improving alittle. i myself i would say that i starting to be more open and be less sensitive to things. Taking todays work for example, i was able to be take about what ppl say or trying to put words with other meanings to me personally. I'm able adjust myself and give those serious look to ppl. ^^ but hor, i still try to give a little firm look at those ppl whom seems unreasonable de!! heehee. Guess you might think that "eh, you are behaving like this because you are working ma, a different thing her." hmm, but i still think that it a one step for me to realise my short coming too.
Think many factors would have led me to be a talk serious, act serious and defensive person ba.
Maybe :
1. My University life could have contributed me to be a more defensive person. Too many elite ppl out there...
2. My peers mostly talk very serious, ended up i also become serious with my tones and use of speech...
3. Act serious, been always a careful person.. to an extend that i neglect that there should always been a relax to it at BGR.
Perhaps these are some of the factors that i could think of at this point of time.
Thinking back to what i have mentioned, sometimes it might be because of the lack of my vocab in expressing my thoughts that could have led to some unnecessary issue. For e.g. the word "worth" for yesterday.. didnt really expect dear that you would think of that way de. Sometimes that word i used seems misappropriate at times also. Making yourself unhappy de.
Guess i have always want to put myself into other ppl shoes and most of the time neglected my own. I guess i really really need to open up more. To be the christopher that i used to be last time. And be the cheerful one and to bring happiness to that someone (thats you)
Everytime when i see ya friendster hor.. Since the first day you place it , I have always rem that sentence that you put in your profile This sentence is always something that i would always want to uphold.
" I have finally found someone whom can make me happy"...
I also wanna reply to this sentence too..." i have finally found someone whom i can give happiness too..."
Despite all these difficult issues at this point of time, i still believe that i will be able to continue to uphold it. On a lighter note, These difficult issues arent going to kill our relationship but will make us both stronger for ever more.
Till now, i still feel that you are the potential one, whom i will put all my heart and soul into, to care and to protect you.
Let's us put these aside first and to enjoy the holiday CNY2009.. Wanna watch the "Wedding" show with you wor. NC18 somemore right. Cant wait to see you again de.
Believe in me, and believe in us!!! I know we can overcome them all... Let us take one step at a time ok? :)
Shall learn to be a crappy person in front of u liao.. So u must tolerate my childishness and lame lame thing hor.. "I will try to fang horse over".. You will receive the horse soon ar... Heehee...
Woot, 3.11am, time for me to end this entry le. Broken english blog.. must bare with it k..
Night night... :D Muack... ( shall start to say all these in the public and during our speech liao~!) Must Tahan ok?? :P
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